Result keluar dah

 result dah kluar, 

so harap2,

korang suke la dgn result korang

kalau teruk 

terima la seadanya 

kalau  elok  bersyukur dgn kejayaan anda

just a thought from me

Touch My Heart

 Aku tertengok video ni, sangat terpegun dan ='(

tgk2 la, and try to think about it

Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha

Just nak update blog aku. Beberape bulan lepas aku tulis puisi. Tak tau la Bagus ke x.

Sila2 la bace.

Gemilang, gemilang, gemilang,

Terbitmu ibarat fajar menerangi subuh hari yang suram,

Kegemilanganmu memberi harapan kepada sekalian umat,

Jasamu  akan sentiasa ku kenang hingga akhir waktu,

Selagi manusia mempunyai nafas ,

Kisah mu akan terus diceritakan.

Namun kini, berabad sudah berlalu,

Tahun berganti tahun,Hari silih berganti, Waktu berlari2,

Umat kita bertukar ganti,

Namun hilangmu tiada ganti,

Aku bukan mencari  harta bergunung tinggi,

Untuk hidup bagai maharaja parsi,

Aku bukan mencari harta berjuta bintang

Untuk hidup bagai saudagar  berisi,

Aku bukan mencari  sekawan timbunan rakan 

Untuk hidup berpoya-poya & bergembira

Aku bukan mencari kegemilangan ,

Untuk dikenang sepanjang zaman

Aku mencari  manakah penganti   Al- farabi

Untuk sama-sama kita cipta falsafah menngegar dunia,

Aku mencari manakah penganti Abdullah sinar,

Untuk sama-sama kita bongkar misteri ciptaan,

Aku mencari manakah penganti Al kindi

Untuk sama-sama kita cipta formula menggerak dunia

Aku mencari manakah pengganti Al-shafie

Untuk sama-sama kita belajar ilmu syar’ie

Mari kita bongkar rahsia alam ini,

Sains  teknologi pembantu misi

Mari kita bongkar rahsia kitab suci,

Sunnah dan hadis jadi bimbingan diri,

Mari kita bongkar  rahsia ilmu hisap,

Angkasa raya destinasi tuju diri,

Mari kita bongkar rahsia al-Siyasah

Khidmat bangsa tujuan diri,

Aku hidup kerana ya rabbi,

Aku hidup kerana, mencari keberkatan ilahi

aku hidup ingin berkhidmat demi agama  bangsa, dan negara

aku hidup  ingin berjasa pada nusa bangsa,

agar hidup jadi bererti.

Bangkitlah wahai bangsaku,

Bangkitlah dari tidurmu,

Tinggalkanlah rasa malasmu

Tinggalkanlah rasa rendahmu

Marilah kita lakar kegemilangan diri

Menerusi sains teknologi

Marilah kita cipta teknologi mesra,

Agar alam tersenyum mesra,

Mari kita cipta inovasi sensasi

Agar hidup penuh motivasi,

Lahirlah anak bangsa barjaya,

Lahirlah pemimpin berkarisma,

Lahirlah sainstis berfalsafah,

lahirlah pembidato petah berkata,

maka lahirlah Negara Berjaya.

The End.

what do you think?

just an update

    dah lame x tulis. Tulis skit pun ok gak kot. Skrng tgh exam, aku still x study2 lagi. Mmg pemalas aku ni. Calculus pun nak start Selase ni. x tau la nk lulus ke x paper ni. serius ilang semangat time klas dlu. adoi2.

that all la. Next time klu ade mase aku tulis cter2 pelik2

A Letter for you

Dear you,

I'm writing this letter especially for you.to say that thank you for everything that you have done for me for the past few days, week, year, and for the time to come. It really hard for me to say it to your face, because i'm a bit shy and very egoistic. I still remember the guidance, the support , and the hope that you give to me, its really calm and really burn the spirit within me. Every time that i was down i always remember that i have you. I tried my best to be the best that i can to make you proud of me, to make myself proud of what i can be and what i can do. 

i still remember you word clearly, ( lebih kurang mcm ni la ) " you are special and you can do whatever you want when you want to " that word really meant something to me. When the first time i read that word its really make me smile and believe that i can do what i want when i believe. Lastly thank you for being there in my life. You are really special and important to me although i never say it to you. I guess this letter is my way to say what i have to say to you.

i guess that is all i want to say to you. Maybe this letter doesn't have your name on it, but i believe that you know who you are and thank you again for all. thank you again

                                                                                                                 Yours truly,     

                                                                                                                            MUHAIMAN.

Let's go to war

       Final is coming, as usual aku memang x akan bukak buku. i'm doing the best i can to stay focus for this final examination. Susahnye nak focus tuk exam ni, perangai2 pelik aku biler dah start exam week, first thing first, perangai pelik aku ialah :

      1)   Aku akan x dpt tdor 24 jam sebelum exam
      2)   Aku akan start kacau org yg tgh study
      3)   Aku akan tulis bende pelik2 kat blog & status facebook.
      4)   Aku akan start jadi #%*&#$*^&

Is this weird?
no la x weird just pelik dan borink je kan
haha
aku dah start dah....

that all 4 this weird and borink post....

haha

gaga

lala

The Unspoken

ohh......

why and why....

must this sadness hunt me...

where ever i go....

why must you follow...

please leave me alone...

alone in my own world...

a world without sadness...

a world full of happiness...

maybe this is just my hope...

hope of being in happy in what i do...

hope of being a good son...

hope of being a charismatic leader... 

hope of being the best i can
in what i do

please oh please...

stop this endless quest...
stop this meaning less crusade...
just help me go through this period...
without hearting anyone
and most importantly

myself.

I'm really disappointed

         I'm really disappointed today, can't really explain why la. Finally i got the answer that I've been searching for some time now. To tell the truth, aku dah memang dapat agak, but i try so hard to denied the truth. Finally the door really slam to my face. Seriously, memang sak it giler, macam betul2 langgar pintu. i've almost lost my breath for a while.

I guess it  not my time yet. i guess some people was right after all, not all thing can be bought. This past 2 week was the most disappointing week in my life. Nak kene buat tu, nak kene buat ni, sangat2 menyusahkan aku. Kalau nak ikutkan aku yg dulu aku mmg x kan buatnye. But i want to change my self. just like  kata2 org2 tua " hari ni mesti lagi elok dari semalam kan "

So let's just hope that every thing will return to normal. Allah menggetahui ape yg terbaik untuk hambe2 nya. maybe we lost something that we love, but just keep believing that Allah will replace it with something priceless..

That the end of thus edition of cerita aku

Selamat Hari Raya

           Selamat Hari Raya semua. Time2 raye ni, selalunye time org mintak ampun maaf kat org lain. tapi slalunye gak lepas mintak maaf, buat salah balik. Manusia mmg mcm tu kan. haha. It been really long time since last time aku tulis blog ni. Agak bersawang la jugak blog ni kan.

Dah 2 Minggu

        Dah 2 minggu aku kat shah alam. To tell u the truth, aku sngt2 x suke kat sini. Sngt2 susah life kat sini. Hari2 kene daki bukit yg tinggi. Kelas plak tiap2 hari, hari sabtu pun ade. Adoi, Honestly lah aku mmg nak sign out je dari sini. Tapi lepas pikir2 balik, aku ikut la cakap Mak aku ( aku mmg anak Mak ). So skrng aku stuck lah kat sini sampai aku habis. Rumah aku sngt2 dekat dgn shah alam ( klu pilah mmg jauh la ) tapi aku tiap2 weekend x leh balik sbb sabtu ad koko ( hampeh ). Dah la letih aku.

ni la fakulti aku

Lawa x? kompen x lawa..  Ape2 pun aku try tgk result sem ni. Klu teruk je, kompem bye2 kat U ni. dah x de alasan lagi tuk halang aku. Let's see how the story End. tu je la kot.

The End of My Road

         Aaaaaaaarhhhhhhhhhhh...........

Tensions...

aku mmg sngt penat

penat dgn semua..

penat dgn pertemuan yg akhirnye menghilang.

penat dgn cite2 yg x pernh kecapaian.

aku mmg cepat mengalah

tu mmg kelemahan aku

sekarang aku dkt 1 lagi simpang,
simpang penamat @ simpang penuh persoalan
aku mmg x tau nak pilah mane.
simpang penamat nmpk sngt senang
will history repeated itself.
honestly i don't now.

Tale of two cities.

             Dari pekan kecil ( Kuala Pilah )  ke bandar besar ( Shah Alam ) . Hari ni aku baru je daftar masuk kat UiTM Shah Alam. I should be happy because i finally in Shah Alam, tapi aku still x happy. I really miss all my friends in Kuala Pilah. Nak buat mcm mane, dah mmg kene tukar. I have to follow order, even though i'm a rebellious type of person.

before

know

Sekarang kat bandar besar, so aku pun x tau la boleh ke aku sesuaikan diri kat sini. I really like the small town.  Kat situ semua orgnye sngt friendly, so aku sngt suke. Kat sini aku belum tau lagi, i'm hoping that it will be the same here. I'm not that friendly, mesti sngt susah nak start balik. Let's hope 4 the best. 

p/s : Really miss u. 

internet yg tenat

      internet aku skrng tgh sengal giler, hampir tenat aku tnggu. so x leh la nak on9 slalu.

    ap2 pun saje nak update blog ni yg dah mmg bersawang. 

The Waiting Is Over

           After several weeks of waiting, finally the day had come. My First result in the University level. Agak gembire la jugak. dah lame x blajar, trus2 je ambik exam. what i can say, i'm quite happy with the result although x dpt Dekan. It's ok next sem i'll try harder than the 1st sem. Target utame tetap same. New Sem = new strategy

That the end of this story. By the way, England is leading 1-0 USA

li2cr2o7 < uncomplete Post>

       It has been days, i can't really complete the poem. Maybe the poem are mean to be incomplete, or maybe i'm not in the mood this past few days, hopefully someday i can complete it when the time come. For now, apa2 je lah, x de idea aku nak wat ap. To tell you the truth, i'm a bit disappointed.  There is a lot of thing yg aku nak wat tapi semua incomplete.




 Anyway today purpose to be the result of the photography competition, but the results are really slow. .
That The End

Hiking, Cross river, Trekking, Mandi At Chiling waterfall

On 17 May 2010, Monday.
It's almost 3 years since my friends and i do an activities together. On this day it is my first time to meet them after all this years We went Hiking, Cross river,  Trekking,  Mandi At Chiling waterfall, Kuala Kubu Baru.

Afiq and I waited for Fadzil at Sg Choh.

Lepas tu, trus gerak ke KKB, Sebelum tu lepak jap kat Restoran Sepakat kat Liga Mas, Batang Kali. Kat sini afiq jumpe pak cik Cine

afiq buat muke cute \

Kami tunggu geng2 dari Selayang sampai kat restoran ni, pastu trus grak ke destinasi. Chiling waterfall ni terletak kat jalan nak gi Frazer hill. Lebih spesific lagi 12km dari bndar KKB. Tmpat ni jugak terkenal sebagai Santuari Ikan Kelah.

Baru smpai dah dah ready nak Masuk.

Korang kene ingat la, tempat nie buka setiap hari kecuali Isnin, dari pagi sampai 6 petang je. Jangan jadi mcm kami datang salah hari, Klu ceroboh tempat ni korang kene dende Rm 10000 dan penjara 3 tahun je. Aku dah perasan yg ade signBoard ckp tutup hari Isnin, tapi aku biarkan je  So kami pun masuk dalam Santuari ni.

Peta perjalanan ke Air Terjun Chiling

Dah masuk dlm je dorang baru perasan signBoard cakp Isnin tutup.Tapi kami sebagai rakyat Malaysia yg bertanggungjawab call lah org tmpat ni. Ebab org yg first call, die call 22 second je. Ebab cakap Boleh masuk. So some of us x caye sbb sekejap sangat ckp, tapi kami trus kan Hiking.

Dah brape mint hiking, Tibe plak rase sangsi dgn Ebab. Ebab ye-ye cakap die mmg call, tapi kami x yakin jugak dgn die

 

rehat jap, Makin cter pasal ap? Aku x tau

Sebab x nak kene dende dgn penjara. kami call balik org tu. Kali Maman yg call. die buat loud speaker, baru dpat dgr perbualan. Org tu ckp boleh masuk klu hujan cpt kluar. Baru percaye. Maman cakap lame gak dgn org tu. Ape yg ebab ckp, sampai skrng aku x tau. So truskan perjalanan

 

Baru sampai river crossing yg kedua

gmbr jap lps seberang sungai

antare sungai2 yg kene cross

Akhirnye Lepas 50 minit gak Hiking, Jungle Tracking, Rentas sungai, kami tiba kat Chiling Waterfall

Lawakan 

Berbaloi lah penat2 jalan jauh, dpat tgk waterfall yg cantik, Lepas je sampai kami trus lah Terjun Sungai

Ebab

mandi2

afiq lemas tolong die cepat

Aku, Ebab, Padil. ( lame x jumpe punye muke )

Ebab dgn anak2 ikan die

Lepas semua penat Mandi, It BBQ time, tapi BBQ pakai kayu je, sbb x bawak alatan masak

antare yg lapar nak makan

Tengah2 lepak2 kat air terjun, ade tande2 nak hujan, so kami pun balik cpt2. Overall aktiviti2 ni sngt best dan memenatkan. Tapi berbaloi sngt2

Bye2

Officially Out.....

9/5/2010, 

My last day .

 

woke up 3a.m.

seeing the crescent moon,

shining dimly

with some cloud around it,

Living room shinning brightly,

While Amir doing his last minutes Revision.

Thinking of someone,

Will i have the chance to meet after this?

Or it will be just another memory.

While the clock ticking at 5 a.m,

sadness continues to make room,

it this life?,

It 5. 35 a.m Azan is calling,

Perform Pray,

Looking on Facebook for something,

but it empty,

nothing new but spam,

Its already 7 .a.m

Helmi & Amir preparing for their final paper,

they are rushing to Library,

to print examinations slip.

Then Salam packing 

can't wait to get back after 1 semester away,

9 a.m

Going to UPK

to make clearance

seeing a friend lining up for the same reason.

can't say bye2,

cause i don't know how,
Going to Anjung for Breakfast,
sadly there is nothing left.
Seeing another friend,
lifting boxes,
wanner help but don't know how,
can't say goodbye
cause i don't know how.
Wanted to see a person but fate won't allow it
Saying good bye to Salam.


12 Noon
When  to sleep
and the rest is a blur
will i get to see it again?
Who know.

The True Feeling

            True Feeling, it sound like a boring topic. But that is how i really fell right know. It been years since i have a real social. Before this its all about disappointment.  Its really hard to start something. It really hard to take the first step. But once you do, it goner be really easy. I've taken the first step and I've to agreed. Soon its goner be the second step. It easy to take the next step ( just close your eyes ) but it hard to let go what you have to leave behind.

            
             All the people that you have meet, places that you are going to miss, all the memories. For me taking the first step is easy, but to leaving behind something that had mesmerize you, its another thing. This is why i try to make less contact with others. The less the better. It's easier this way. Less contact equal less pains. Somehow, the line get connected ( i don't really know how to explains this situations ), Now I can fell the pains, This is my last day, i'll try to make less and less connection, so that it will be painless..

           That All.....

Tension Tahap Extreme

Tension Tahap Extreme



Arh.............
ak tension giler skrng....
ak baru je abis final Calculus &  Fizik....
dua2 ak x leh nk buat.....


carry marks bkan main tinngi...
bler final je hancur......
maybe that just me....
time2 final je terdduk...


tension2
Hari ni ak nk lari smpai hilang nafas...
baru ilng tension kot...


that all 4 know...

The song  that give me the hearts to keep pushing on.....






The Climb lyrics
Songwriters: Alexander, J; Mabe, J;
I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa




That all....

The Last Remnant

In a few days my time in Uitm N9 will come to its end. It is really sad for me to say good bye after chain of memoirs was created. Arh... I hate this felling. I guess that just me, it really hard to say goodbye to something that you love.

I still remember the first day I was here, everything seem so new to me. It has been 2 years since my last encounter with another. It is really hard to start a new beginning. Moreover, i have to move out of my comfort zone. That really scared me a lot. In the end, a classis thing happens, i ran a way (like usual).

I’ve done some thinking about my future, there’s a lot of thing that i want in this world, but a lot of time had been wasted. Nak ke x nak ak kene start somewhere, So beginlah my time at Uitm N9. There’s a lot of this to remember about N9 live. Best apartment, Best housemates+ Uncle Salam, Best lecture, Best food in pilah, ( bnyk sngt yg akan dikenang ). Its true what old folks use to say “you will never love something if you do not know it”

In a few day, all of this will be a memoirs in my heart. Hope that this will not be the last time.

My room yg mmg messy gile

With our coodinator

Tekstile Outing ( Bowling )

UiTM N9 Bowling Tournament ( Champion )

Masquerade Dinner

Masquerade night

ap kebende lah masquerade tu? Yg ak tau lah masquerade tu org yg pakai topeng tuk party @ dinner tuk majlis tari-menari ( tari-menari ke? ) haha... yg lain x tau lah pulak... ESOK test English so ak tulis dlm formal English...

A few weeks a go, i was attending a Masquerade dinner at the De Palma Hotel & Inn Shah Alam. don't really remember the date. So the dinner when well. Here some of the pictures. A picture can describe a thousand word.






That it for know. ( aku nak tdor )

The First Post

wow my first post..i don’t really know what to write..well the first post is all about nothing actually…for me the first post is like a first impression when you go for an interview or meet someone new..first impression are the most important aspect in any field…

Writing about first impression..remind me of a story…a true story…

The story started in the year 2003….well for the this is the year full of expectation. The year where i think is the turning point of my childhood. No more crying when other teasing…no more being bullied…now i have more control of my anger. it’s just like the start of something new..it,s not like i’m always cool..there come a time when i lost control of myself…when that happen i really hate myself..it make me fell useless, shame, regret, and sometime i felt angry at my self for losing control of my self…many damage was done by my anger..I lost friends because of that. sometime i don’t really know what to do when other make fun of me.I felt very weak if i just sat and do nothing.. This year i have learn to be a little bit independent… no mom & dad…no more PlayStation…no more cartoon…but i’m still just a child in a big place..in a place of learning ( that what i’m being told )..a place where we can achieve greatness in our life..

Enough mumbling from me..let get back to our story about first impression..The story is about my friend.. a good friend of mine..let not mention name…let call him IMIL…to tell you the truth the first time i saw IMIL was on 9 January 2003..The first word that i could think of is ######..let just not mention it…..after the first week…IMIL became famous for his childish, irritating manner, self being, no word can describe it…i never meant to make him look bad..because of his attitude IMIL become primary target for all the bully's..i my self has turn to something that i’m not proud..yup into a bully..IMIL was bullied for quite sometime…..

That not the reason i’m telling this story….after a few year..IMIL change..IMIL became smarter..more mature, more responsible, and a little dorkier..that OK..his changes really make me impress..hardly to say suddenly i look up to him….as a role model..i impress with his ability to change from negative to positive..it show how powerful we can be if we put our mind into it…honestly i’m not telling him that my look up to him…maybe it my ego that prevent me…maybe i’m just being a drama queen…

The point that i try to prove here…first impression is the most important aspect to judge someone..but we can’t judge a book by looking at it cover…it in the inside that important. who know the content might surprise you…just like a treasure chess ugly outside but valuable inside.. But remember that not many can see inside in just a moment..it take time to know someone..and some people use their experience to see inside….and it take a lot of everything to say that you are better than other..think about it..it just a man opinion..it up to our self to make thing happen….

To IMIl…if your are reading this your are a good friend..and be a good friend that you are. hope that you will reach the star that you dream….

i hope that i still have a time to write another post….feel free to leave a any comment.. really appreciate the comments……

ooh and sorry for any mistake in this post i’m still learning…..

OK that it… that the story…hope it can help you in any way….