The True Feeling

            True Feeling, it sound like a boring topic. But that is how i really fell right know. It been years since i have a real social. Before this its all about disappointment.  Its really hard to start something. It really hard to take the first step. But once you do, it goner be really easy. I've taken the first step and I've to agreed. Soon its goner be the second step. It easy to take the next step ( just close your eyes ) but it hard to let go what you have to leave behind.

            
             All the people that you have meet, places that you are going to miss, all the memories. For me taking the first step is easy, but to leaving behind something that had mesmerize you, its another thing. This is why i try to make less contact with others. The less the better. It's easier this way. Less contact equal less pains. Somehow, the line get connected ( i don't really know how to explains this situations ), Now I can fell the pains, This is my last day, i'll try to make less and less connection, so that it will be painless..

           That All.....