The Unspoken

ohh......

why and why....

must this sadness hunt me...

where ever i go....

why must you follow...

please leave me alone...

alone in my own world...

a world without sadness...

a world full of happiness...

maybe this is just my hope...

hope of being in happy in what i do...

hope of being a good son...

hope of being a charismatic leader... 

hope of being the best i can
in what i do

please oh please...

stop this endless quest...
stop this meaning less crusade...
just help me go through this period...
without hearting anyone
and most importantly

myself.

I'm really disappointed

         I'm really disappointed today, can't really explain why la. Finally i got the answer that I've been searching for some time now. To tell the truth, aku dah memang dapat agak, but i try so hard to denied the truth. Finally the door really slam to my face. Seriously, memang sak it giler, macam betul2 langgar pintu. i've almost lost my breath for a while.

I guess it  not my time yet. i guess some people was right after all, not all thing can be bought. This past 2 week was the most disappointing week in my life. Nak kene buat tu, nak kene buat ni, sangat2 menyusahkan aku. Kalau nak ikutkan aku yg dulu aku mmg x kan buatnye. But i want to change my self. just like  kata2 org2 tua " hari ni mesti lagi elok dari semalam kan "

So let's just hope that every thing will return to normal. Allah menggetahui ape yg terbaik untuk hambe2 nya. maybe we lost something that we love, but just keep believing that Allah will replace it with something priceless..

That the end of thus edition of cerita aku

Selamat Hari Raya

           Selamat Hari Raya semua. Time2 raye ni, selalunye time org mintak ampun maaf kat org lain. tapi slalunye gak lepas mintak maaf, buat salah balik. Manusia mmg mcm tu kan. haha. It been really long time since last time aku tulis blog ni. Agak bersawang la jugak blog ni kan.