Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha

Just nak update blog aku. Beberape bulan lepas aku tulis puisi. Tak tau la Bagus ke x.

Sila2 la bace.

Gemilang, gemilang, gemilang,

Terbitmu ibarat fajar menerangi subuh hari yang suram,

Kegemilanganmu memberi harapan kepada sekalian umat,

Jasamu  akan sentiasa ku kenang hingga akhir waktu,

Selagi manusia mempunyai nafas ,

Kisah mu akan terus diceritakan.

Namun kini, berabad sudah berlalu,

Tahun berganti tahun,Hari silih berganti, Waktu berlari2,

Umat kita bertukar ganti,

Namun hilangmu tiada ganti,

Aku bukan mencari  harta bergunung tinggi,

Untuk hidup bagai maharaja parsi,

Aku bukan mencari harta berjuta bintang

Untuk hidup bagai saudagar  berisi,

Aku bukan mencari  sekawan timbunan rakan 

Untuk hidup berpoya-poya & bergembira

Aku bukan mencari kegemilangan ,

Untuk dikenang sepanjang zaman

Aku mencari  manakah penganti   Al- farabi

Untuk sama-sama kita cipta falsafah menngegar dunia,

Aku mencari manakah penganti Abdullah sinar,

Untuk sama-sama kita bongkar misteri ciptaan,

Aku mencari manakah penganti Al kindi

Untuk sama-sama kita cipta formula menggerak dunia

Aku mencari manakah pengganti Al-shafie

Untuk sama-sama kita belajar ilmu syar’ie

Mari kita bongkar rahsia alam ini,

Sains  teknologi pembantu misi

Mari kita bongkar rahsia kitab suci,

Sunnah dan hadis jadi bimbingan diri,

Mari kita bongkar  rahsia ilmu hisap,

Angkasa raya destinasi tuju diri,

Mari kita bongkar rahsia al-Siyasah

Khidmat bangsa tujuan diri,

Aku hidup kerana ya rabbi,

Aku hidup kerana, mencari keberkatan ilahi

aku hidup ingin berkhidmat demi agama  bangsa, dan negara

aku hidup  ingin berjasa pada nusa bangsa,

agar hidup jadi bererti.

Bangkitlah wahai bangsaku,

Bangkitlah dari tidurmu,

Tinggalkanlah rasa malasmu

Tinggalkanlah rasa rendahmu

Marilah kita lakar kegemilangan diri

Menerusi sains teknologi

Marilah kita cipta teknologi mesra,

Agar alam tersenyum mesra,

Mari kita cipta inovasi sensasi

Agar hidup penuh motivasi,

Lahirlah anak bangsa barjaya,

Lahirlah pemimpin berkarisma,

Lahirlah sainstis berfalsafah,

lahirlah pembidato petah berkata,

maka lahirlah Negara Berjaya.

The End.

what do you think?

just an update

    dah lame x tulis. Tulis skit pun ok gak kot. Skrng tgh exam, aku still x study2 lagi. Mmg pemalas aku ni. Calculus pun nak start Selase ni. x tau la nk lulus ke x paper ni. serius ilang semangat time klas dlu. adoi2.

that all la. Next time klu ade mase aku tulis cter2 pelik2

A Letter for you

Dear you,

I'm writing this letter especially for you.to say that thank you for everything that you have done for me for the past few days, week, year, and for the time to come. It really hard for me to say it to your face, because i'm a bit shy and very egoistic. I still remember the guidance, the support , and the hope that you give to me, its really calm and really burn the spirit within me. Every time that i was down i always remember that i have you. I tried my best to be the best that i can to make you proud of me, to make myself proud of what i can be and what i can do. 

i still remember you word clearly, ( lebih kurang mcm ni la ) " you are special and you can do whatever you want when you want to " that word really meant something to me. When the first time i read that word its really make me smile and believe that i can do what i want when i believe. Lastly thank you for being there in my life. You are really special and important to me although i never say it to you. I guess this letter is my way to say what i have to say to you.

i guess that is all i want to say to you. Maybe this letter doesn't have your name on it, but i believe that you know who you are and thank you again for all. thank you again

                                                                                                                 Yours truly,     

                                                                                                                            MUHAIMAN.

Let's go to war

       Final is coming, as usual aku memang x akan bukak buku. i'm doing the best i can to stay focus for this final examination. Susahnye nak focus tuk exam ni, perangai2 pelik aku biler dah start exam week, first thing first, perangai pelik aku ialah :

      1)   Aku akan x dpt tdor 24 jam sebelum exam
      2)   Aku akan start kacau org yg tgh study
      3)   Aku akan tulis bende pelik2 kat blog & status facebook.
      4)   Aku akan start jadi #%*&#$*^&

Is this weird?
no la x weird just pelik dan borink je kan
haha
aku dah start dah....

that all 4 this weird and borink post....

haha

gaga

lala

The Unspoken

ohh......

why and why....

must this sadness hunt me...

where ever i go....

why must you follow...

please leave me alone...

alone in my own world...

a world without sadness...

a world full of happiness...

maybe this is just my hope...

hope of being in happy in what i do...

hope of being a good son...

hope of being a charismatic leader... 

hope of being the best i can
in what i do

please oh please...

stop this endless quest...
stop this meaning less crusade...
just help me go through this period...
without hearting anyone
and most importantly

myself.

I'm really disappointed

         I'm really disappointed today, can't really explain why la. Finally i got the answer that I've been searching for some time now. To tell the truth, aku dah memang dapat agak, but i try so hard to denied the truth. Finally the door really slam to my face. Seriously, memang sak it giler, macam betul2 langgar pintu. i've almost lost my breath for a while.

I guess it  not my time yet. i guess some people was right after all, not all thing can be bought. This past 2 week was the most disappointing week in my life. Nak kene buat tu, nak kene buat ni, sangat2 menyusahkan aku. Kalau nak ikutkan aku yg dulu aku mmg x kan buatnye. But i want to change my self. just like  kata2 org2 tua " hari ni mesti lagi elok dari semalam kan "

So let's just hope that every thing will return to normal. Allah menggetahui ape yg terbaik untuk hambe2 nya. maybe we lost something that we love, but just keep believing that Allah will replace it with something priceless..

That the end of thus edition of cerita aku

Selamat Hari Raya

           Selamat Hari Raya semua. Time2 raye ni, selalunye time org mintak ampun maaf kat org lain. tapi slalunye gak lepas mintak maaf, buat salah balik. Manusia mmg mcm tu kan. haha. It been really long time since last time aku tulis blog ni. Agak bersawang la jugak blog ni kan.