be strong

untuk diriku

bersabarlah wahai hati,

masamu belum tiba,

untukmu merasai bahagia,

kelak insyaallah akan tiba

hadirnya dia tanpa dipinta,

perginya juga tanpa dipaksa,

sakitnyai bagai dihiris-hiris

luka yang sembuhnya diragui,

wahai tuhan kuatkanlah

hati yang lemah ini

walaupun aku lupamu

dikala dalam bahagia

ya tuhan bawalah aku

kembali ke jalanmu

kembali menjadi hamba

yg mencari redamu

aku penat dengan dunia

aku penat dgn duka

berkanlah aku bahagia

kepadamu ku berserah

i do it because i can't stop caring

    i have decide today going to be my solid decision ever. it  is hard for me to do it but i know that i'm hurting you so much. i have to take my leave. semoga berjaya di masa depan. dan tahniah

i guess that is how my life goes. Redha...

😭😭:'(😭😭

Ya Allah help me get through this 

My sad life

Dah lama sngt da x tulis kat blog ni, blog ni lah tmpt nk bercerita suka duka kehidupan. This is the place that i used to tell my story when i have no one to share it with. So just catatan, x yah baca klau nk kritik ke ap. 

I was really down this past few weeks. I don't really know how to express the sad feeling that i am having right now. Mungkin ini semua dugaan tuk aku. Allah x kn uji kita kan kalau kita x mampu hadapinya. 😢😢😭

Blog ni da lama sunyi dari post2 aku. Maybe I thought that i have finally found what i have been searching for the past 25 years of my life. Someone that i can share my happiness, sadness, joy, and everything that i have with that person. Maybe i was wrong. 

hmmmm

i am supposed to be happy,  but i am not ='(

Sakitnye....

pernah x rasa sakit yg x dpt ditahan? i hate having this kind of feeling.